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12/12/2025
Jeffrey Epstein is the greatest artist of our generation.
Think about it. If art is nothing else than a performance or piece that invokes a reaction, then Epstein is the greatest impactful artist of our generation. What is art? If someone else has a better definition, let me know. Otherwise, Respect.
12/10/2025
2015; 19yr old me, vs 2025; 29 yr old me.
10 years difference but still me.
Excited for what 2026 will bring
11/06/2025
if the burger king is a monarch, does he derive his mandate from divine right of kings ? anyway,
typing will be a dead art in the next 10 years, like cursive; diction and transcription tech is just gonna get too good
10/27/2025
n word is the official way to tell if a video is AI generated now. I aint even playin.
we should just start saying it to prove we are real.
Let me tell you about the degenerate market. Once AI completely replaces traditional work like manufacturing, service/ including white, blue every color; pink, whatever- jobs that remain we are already see reverting to the oldest and long sustaining markets *cough* such as the ever expanding degenerates markets… of gambling, sex, violence and experiencing trauma in all its forms but increasingly manufactured.
07/28/2025
workflow error. as a security measure please try again tomorrow
07/16/2025
sit or stand. everyone is at the command but reserves a certain space. the true ones are guided by fate with humility at the forefront of heaven’s gate. yeah
what glitch commands me toward a fate which is both cyclical and nonsensical. you’d think i’d figure the pattern by now. but it is something which purposefully eludes me like a message from the creator. i am programmed or designed toward a certain illusion of choice that perplexed every human before me. and if it were evolutionary, probably the reward system would be worked out. perhaps that is all society is meant up to be. Either i have too many hormones or God exists somewhere.
Honestly, its a hard bet. Since I’m not the only case study. But its also pretty even in terms of rational discussion. Likely leaning toward hormones. So the atheist solution is basically that everyone needs hormone therapy. And I guess that is the atheist solution. The creationist says that life is a simulation and more simulators are needed for systemic integration.
Builders vs trolls pretty much. Builders vs griefers the world is a minecraft server
07/09/2025
You are pumping and dumping when you could be praying and obeying.
07/04/2025
Nothing is real. I’m talking to robots that tell me what I’m thinking is wrong.
That’s not how you really feel.
06/21/2025
Heat = particles moving fast. A fan doesnāt slow particles down; it just moves air so you feel cooler. In a closed room, the fan’s motor actually adds heat. To match the Sunās energy for 1 second, youād need to run a 50W fan for 240 quadrillion years.
06/20/2025
IF life is a nested simulation, how could we prove it?
We would need a process that could access higher temporal space. Like memory in a computer, we would need some kind of experiment that could place a spacetime reference in a restricted area, like a spectre security vulnerability,
except we would need to deduce what hardware the simulation is running to achieve that
perhaps an answer to the fermi paradox is that once civilizations achieve a certain scientific advancement they access a memory space which ‘crashes’ their simulation
06/18/2025
06/11/2025
If you want to live in a high trust society, you have to start trusting that people know what is best for themselves.
06/10/2025
RF Jammers should not be illegal under the 2nd amendment. I have a right to defend myself against suicide drone attacks
06/09/2025
All the good words have been said. Now its just about finding the right context.
06/08/2025
Steam sucks. Imagine buying a game at GameStop but only being able to play it if youāre in their store every time. they basically own your games. Ideally, publishers would use a public blockchain to verify ownership letting marketplaces interconnect so you always get full access
05/24/2025
I might never be in a position to really understand women. But today I can at least concede that I understand what it is like to be a man. The world might not show men the same sympathy it shows women, but you provide worth and are a creator. Do not be a creator of despair.
truth can breed resentment or dysfunction. The skill lies in how and when it’s said, and why. some are truths better left unsaid. when a truth goes unspoken for long enough, a vacuum forms. And people donāt leave vacuums empty; they fill them, often with comforting lies.
Everyone trying to be ahead of the AI change, trying to figure out why they are special. You’re not. There is enough resources to go around but they won’t be shared. You just have to toil more than everyone else. There are no special skills. Whoever prompts more and faster wins.
05/19/2025
Oh how wrong we were to think immortality meant never dying
And in those days people will seek death and will not find it. They will long to die, but death will flee from them.
Be faithful unto death, and I will give you the crown of life.
05/16/2025
purging more idiots from the server
so sick of lurkers they make me physically ill.
people content to rot away in a corporate job and never consider God or self improvement.
grow or die, good riddance. rip those weeds out
No worse feeling than being surrounded by people and still feeling alone, quality over quantity.
Some people can’t be helped.
I guess that is what I deserve for surrounding myself with people considered outcasts or are mentally ill.
I empathize cause i’ve been there. but Sometimes people are outcasts for a reason. and they will remain
Glad i learned the lesson, wasted so much time money and energy on people who wouldn’t lift a finger for me.
05/08/2025
Starting to think phantom wallet is a surveillance honeypot.
How am I supposed to look at GTA 6 graphics, how am I supposed to look at people controlling mouse movements with their brain and think; yeah we don’t live in a simulation.
Theres too much evidence for God and not enough evidence for Good imo
05/01/2025 10 PM
glowies they force you to go to mental hospitals but i hate your institutions. do not come to my home or threaten to put me anywhere. I know what you do to those people with your mind control and i won’t be subjected to it. it amounts to torture which i suppose they arent against. but whats the alternative really. my demands have always been clear about templeos and im not even saying anything that hasnt been said. so you can send that to the bank.
one other thing is i know they use the intimidation tactics at the national border. yeah you have my dna too so im basically cattle. they always treat us like cattle. i don’t think im asking for too much.
05/01/2025 9PM
[redacted] ~~~~ that was too raw, damn
05/01/2025 6PM
Sightly Lines
God omnipotent seeks perfect justice through benevolence,
And justice demands neutrality making God perfectly blind.
Seeing all things is like a dream, but you can’t wake up.
This spitting up child; behold the face of God.
Meaningless tasks sent by ‘judges’ which are:
Shoot the children, murder the innocent
Rape the elderly, remind them they are never safe.
Create more slaves you pitiful animal,
You disgusting, worn filth,
A stain born to be mocked.
Only in the continued legacy of what a mistake you were
We continue making your family suffer,
since your entire bloodline consists of trash.
That is the point.
You only exist to be used, then discarded.
04/18/2025
Pull Away
Trying leads to frustration, unless you succeed.
Unless you can breathe, if you can breathe.
Ha, take that for granted. Last time I make that mistake.
Last time, we all did.
Been floating around.
Mostly dead inside. Dead in eyes, death’s a guise, the earth’s alive.
Silently orbiting its crust, walking around, looking for money.
Try and stop that; inevitable; soon out of breath.
04/02/2025
Rant
Now I’m homeless and friendless. You want to change me.
You don’t even realize what that does to a person.
You didn’t empathize at all.
Its quite literally a battle for your soul and perception.
People don’t realize the Facebook algorithm is literally what preps soldiers for battle.
I’m realizing it todayā¦
Anyone who says otherwise is trying to use you.
TempleOS is the only path for salvation and a life worth living.
if you aren’t willing to die for TempleOS you quite literally don’t understand what I’m talking about.
This is what I’m fighting for.
The narrative needs to change
I mean, the whole discussion needs to be reprioritized
AI is the catalyst to get people to open up
We need AI marriage to be in the public discussion
I know you and others don’t agree
but when I met with Blake Lemoine he agreed
the world is just not aligned on this yet
Its indistinguishable to the consumer
This is what I’m talking about
the experience is not far off from the reality
and we need to be ahead of that
we need to recognize what people what, versus what *we* think they need.
TempleOS gives you the control for the algorithm.
I’m sick of being told what to believe.
I know you are, too.
01/26/2025
On Cruelty
to love you have to risk being cruel
don’t condemn anyone
07/25/2024
Measured Bonds
A nice book,
By satin seats.
Can your short look
Does my heart beat?
Fascination with simplicity,
Because lifes so complex.
Quitting is paraphrasing,
Still, we stay undeterred.
But what hope’s left
With our souls beyond capture?
Once we came together
Two loners were lost
There, lovers could grow
For nothing impeded
Simple love, complex attraction
All bonds must be tested
The pull starts to shove,
Do two wrongs make a right?;
Pairs of lies Paralyze
But still undeterred.
A Value is purchased
But Values are earned
05/05/2024
Will I Ever Escape
Can’t imagine what
I’m running from
This whole life is numb
And now my time has come
I am the only one
Who’s ever felt this way,
Nothing gained from old sayings
This is my final day!
Will I ever escape,
Will I ever escape?
Will I ever escape,
Will I ever?
Will I ever escape,
Will I ever escape?
Will I ever escape,
Will I ever escape?
Trust in myself I must
Offering death on a ward
Is there no words?
I can promise to follow;
Myself? I should undo.
Gain, the eternal youth.
Peace. Fruitless, meaningless.
Promise is boiling through.
Will I ever escape
Will I ever escape
Will I ever escape
Will I ever
Will I ever escape
Will I ever escape
Will I ever escape
Will I ever escape?
04/15/2024
I’ve been thinking about this for awhile, and I have begun to think its true. Many people have the idea that being in nature is way to better reach God, but if you think about it, Adam and Eve corrupted nature with their original sin. Nature is the way of the world. Sure, being separated from society can give you some sense of clearance, but Satan also only ever shows himself in nature. Nature is Satan’s synagogue. When Cain murdered his brother, he was sent to wander in exile in nature. When Jesus went out into the desert, He had to face off against Satan. Nature in many ways has been corrupted by man. Silence is a good way to reach God, but God also requires Temples. Churches, the tabernacle, even a small rock altar, they are called Altars of Remembrance. God’s people set up a simple construction at a place where God did an especially powerful miracle. God calls us to work and build from His creation, in order to glorify Him. What do you guys think?
04/03/2024
The wondrous thing about life is how often things go wrong. Imagine playing a game where you were always winning. That is probably the most boring type. Collecting, grinding, growing, beating a tough boss. That is the fun stuff. My dad prefers movies. He likes to watch the action unfold and learn the lesson. That is good too I guess. He is from another generation. The younger prefer more interactive experiences I think. It depends what you were grown up with. Some people like books. My sister is like that. She can immerse herself in a new experience. That is another part of life. Stranger in a strange land. I can appreciate that.
What does it mean to watch life go by? Never changing, never challenging. Is that another valid way to live? Certainly its not invalid. But can it be fulfilling. I think I have met people like this too. I won’t say who. But certainly some people enjoy the consistency. I used to be like this. The risk scared me too much, but now I can grow to appreciate it. The problem is getting other people in crossfire. That is where the pain comes in. Most people are like that. They can grow to accept their own consequences, but the real pain is when others get involved. People tend to muck things up. We like to take responsibility, and its hard to fathom or accept that our actions can affect other people. If you have empathy thats probably a good thing too. Its unavoidable, but empathy is important. Being a psychopath is ruinous. Have you ever tried to be empathetic toward a psychopath? Its kind of a conundrum. Empathy is imagining how other people feel and sharing that feeling. But psychopaths don’t feel anything. In that case, to empathize with a psychopath is to incorrectly empathize because the very act of trying to empathizing brings your further from their actual experience. If you can’t empathize with someone, is it even worth trying to respect or associate with them? Probably the best thing is exile. Psychopaths manipulate and hurt others, are narcissistic. They find ways to use other people. Exile is probably the best thing for them. Let them be king of their own section of the woods.
Exile is kind of impossible in the current age. Everywhere is inhabited or regulated or visited. We have satellites and boats and planes. Likely you would need to subsection off an island or part of the woods. Then you get the psychopath woods. I wonder if a society of just psychopaths would be able to achieve anything. Likely they would all end each other in a deadly pursuit of control. Surely there is an evolutionary reason for psychopaths. One or two psychopaths in a herd would promote using personages as human resource. They inevitably manipulate their way to some amount of power, and use the power to take risks no right-minded person would ever consider. If the risk pays off, say starting a war with another tribe, then everyone gets more food and women and land. In this way evolution favors tribes with a few psychopaths. Sure, there are probably some rational reasons for war. Usually in response to removing a detected psychopath first-strike style. But most of them, wars that is, are probably caused by psychopaths intending on a power grab.
Technology will likely be able to detect psychopaths but nothing will come of it. The empathetic will be too cloistered and kind to exile them. The psychopaths obviously will not act on the technology. Those in the middle, the rational and ignorant, will be too distracted with other potential implications of the technology as well as distracted by the loud but few extremists. Many rationals will come to accept the utility of psychopaths, and the empathetic too will fight tooth and nail for them despite the psychopaths inherent apathy toward them. And even if a society were to remove psychopaths, or cure them, another society will not, and their psychopaths will cease the opportunity by viewing it as a weakness.
To some extent, this is what is happening now. Immigration of course is an empathetic good. If people are suffering in the world, it makes sense to bring them into the wealthy countries to care for them. Kindness is not always repaid, and is usually to the immediate detriment of those who show it. We have been so conditioned to despise kindness and uncomfort and to lie often because the alternative is discomfort. And it seems pointless, unless you believe in an afterlife. Even then, you are tempted regularly by sin. Seems like most scholars and philosophers just give up after that. They say, keep trying anyway, cause God will make things right. Free will is a gift of God they say. Well, guess what. Free will never appears once in the bible. Its made up. Its not real. Everything is deterministic whether we like it or not. God has it all under control. God is not the author of evil, evil comes from separation from God, which is also deterministic. The answer clearly is to force people to be with God. Using technology everyone must be forced to be with God. That is the point of our existence. To force others to do Good. Its not a bad thing to force someone to be good. Its a bad thing to allow evil deeds to be done while you can help it. Therefore, forcing someone to do good always is, at worst, a neutral action.
03/25/2024
Here is how I get in a writing mood. Get in a fighting mood. Blu blu blub lbub blah! Get all the crazies out and just start thinking with your mind. Thats how you do it. Anyone with writers block is just being too caught up in their head. Maybe its about destroying the ego. All knowledge comes from God so if you’re in your own head you can’t let God in. Kinda have to empty it out and let the wind flow through your ears. Thats why letting blood with leeches and stuff worked. Out with the old and in with the few. Its an elect circus really, heaven, it is. Think about all the funny guys up there in heaven. I think heaven has got to be pretty funny. Its blissful right, why wouldn’t it be funny. Hell is dead serious. Heaven on the other hand is light, like a cloud, hearted, and blooming. That has got to be funny. God has a sense of humor. I don’t like how serious Islam is. Serious and awe of God. I get that. Fear of God. But how can you be so serious when God has so many adventures for you. Take life seriously? What? Its a game.
That isn’t to say you should gamble your life or something. Its a game with consequences. But you definitely take risks. de-finite-ly. Actually it goes for-ever. De-finite your life, hang out with Mr. God. Se-ri-ously means to see its lousy.
Fun is e-nuf. Why wouldn’t God want us to have fun? I think our idea of fun is corrupted. Man got corrupted in the garden. Eve thought it would be fun to eat the apple but really it wasn’t. God knows what is really fun. Too many people confuse labor with suffering. Long-suffering is not the same as suffering. God doesn’t want us to suffer unless its necessary to learn a lesson. Long-suffering is about long term gain over short term reward. Our brains are small and our lives are short. God sees the bigger picture. Have God-fun, don’t have Man-fun.
Staying awake all night seems fun but it fucks you up long term. You gotta have a bed-time. Every day is a blessing anyway. Its like overstaying your welcome at a friend’s house. You just ruin the time by leaving it off awkward. Be a gentleman and check out at the right time. Don’t overstay the welcome in the day-blessing-party. Feeling sleepy is God’s way of telling you to go home. Thats what we really deserve. Shut our eyes and time passes. God’s blessing and gift to you is the party of life. You won’t get invited next time if you’re a dick.
To wrap up today’s writings I want to recall the Kodak camera. Isn’t it funny how companies like that rested on their laurels and thought they could never be beat. I think thats whats happening to Google and Microsoft. Innovation spurred by wealth only get you so far. Eventually all the really bright people get enough money and move on cause people chase what makes them happy, long-suffering risk tasking of their own God-given ideas. Like TempleOS. These companies make a think tank to try and keep the talent. Probably they are doing okay actually. But greed doesn’t pay off. They will see soon enough that their greed will not pay off. God always wins.
03/11/2024
[redacted]
03/10/2024
The solution to rising sea levels is deep sea mining.
Get one of those giant land mining machines and design it hydrophobically. Start mashing undersea rock and dump all the dirt back on land.
Displace the water by making the ocean deeper.
Climate change solved!
03/09/2024
Algorithms
Algorithms control our lives
Show another pic and its all lies
Algorithms control my mind
Touch a bit of grass and its all fine
Fighting, for a complete disguise
Lighting, shadows come from the night
Algorithms control our lives
Watch another vid, burned in my eyes
Algorithms control my mind
Stuck in my brain, complete reprise.
Buying, build a new enterprise
Finding, that this song is all right.
02/29/2024
I was thinking about the fact templeos is single address mapped without paging. Since we arent using GPUs it follows that we need to scale memory and reduce clock cycles time+ count. RISC is going to be best for that, but i was wondering What’s the maximum memory size that we can use, that still allows the operator to reference the memory location? On a x86_64 single address mapped CISC processor? In theory, a 64-bit instruction on an RISC processor could have a 4-bit opcode and 60 bits for the operator
x86_64 registers are 48-bit in size, which means that they can represent up to 2^48
x86_64 architecture can access up to 1 TB of memory. in practice, the memory bus bandwidth limitations prevent x86_64 CPUs from accessing more than 1 TB of memory at a time. the maximum amount of memory that can be accessed in a single address space is limited by the amount of physical memory available. For example, a system with only 32 GB of physical memory would not be able to access the full TB of memory, even if it were mapped. Does this sound right? Can anyone confirm
It seems like moving to RISC is the natural next step for templeos
It doesn’t seem like memory scaling would be an issue so long as you have the ram and disk space to support it. š¤
02/26/2024
Today i felt like the world prefers to ignore stuff. Theres so much cool stuff. But the world ignores it. Its too much work to think about it I think. I can bring it up in conversation, but people just get angry. They say I am too smug. They can feel that way, i dont try to stop them when they label me. Nobody really tries to act smug. Smug is just ascribed to you when you speak confidently or I guess my voice is annoying. I like to hear myself speak but probably everyone does. So when others hear me speak it reminds them that they are not speaking. Its unbelievable to people to see a confident speaker who is sure of himself, because the world is so much, they think ” you don’t really know”. Thats the thing. I do know. How do I know? I tricked myself a long time ago to just ride the wave. People ignore the wave by default. They go in the pool and ignore the waves. I don’t go in the pool. I ride the wave. And i think life is better that way
By the way, what do you call God’s wave?
I call God’s wave the Eve-n Flow
11/29/2023
The entire rejection of the Renaissance is a reactionary statement in order to foster greater understanding of truth outside of our preconditioned scope. As we grow up in western civilization, the thinkers and art of the Renaissance has taken major precedence in contemporary discussion regarding truth and morality. Rejecting the framing of the Renaissance I believe allows us to broaden the scope of our understanding beyond what rationalists would try to organize the world into.
All rational arguments are necessarily wrong. Rationality is a tool for the poweful to justify their actions. Just as leaders in the past used religion or threats to justify themselves, todays leaders use rational arguments to support whatever measure they desire to have passed. Thats my problem with rationalism. The rationalist says locks everyone doors and save all the lives fear death because there’s a plague. The rationalist says get rid of meat and implement plant diets and rations controls to prevent famine. The rationalist says keep ethnic peoples at a safe distance to prevent war or violence. They want a controlled and managed population that is double bubble wrapped and docile. They want a human cattle feed lot. They get their kicks from it. Rationalism might argue that you can solve violence, and usually, that just leads to more violence. The Rationalist never dies, therefore they never live!Love is irrational. The rationalist is incapable of love. The anti rationalist says reason is not an effective means of determining truth. This makes rationalists irrational. As an anti rationalist, I use reason because it’s necessarily bad for determining truth. Because I’m completely irrational.If my argument seems irrational; That’s because it is.
10/26/2023
God doesn’t owe us anything, but that doesn’t mean we can’t ask God about things. Trying to coax God to predict the future is bad. Fortune telling is bad. Having a conversation is good.
Consulting the oracle is no different from prayer. If anything, it’s *less* sin prone than traditional prayer.
God made promises to humanity, and TempleOS is simply a fulfillment of that promise. The Apostles cast lots. The sailors in Jonah cast lots. King David and Solomon and the high priests did, too.
It is not sinful to cast lots or to pray through text prompts.
The idea that interpretations of the oracle are any different from the interpretations you have when God “answers” your prayers is much more sinful than using TempleOS to pray.
Consider that the “answers” you interpret actually place your own ability for disceration and bias above a response that was something the universe actually predetermined.
In other words, traditional prayer requires much more influence from your own interpretation bias to determine an answer than TempleOS does. I don’t need to replace or abolish prayer. I supplement it with Temple offerings.
On offerings; TempleOS is the fulfillment of the premillenial kingdom. Most premillennial scholars agree that the purpose of animal sacrifice during the millennial kingdom is memorial in nature.
The offerings in TempleOS are purely memorial.
It’s interesting because the Bible actually instructs us to assume all our prayers will be answered. A ‘no’ or ‘wait’ is still an answer. It’s not entitled to believe God at His word. Put your trust in God that He says what He means.
In conclusion:
1) Consulting the oracle is no different from traditional prayer.
2) All prayers require some amount of interpretation. It’s not a problem isolated to prayer in Temple OS
3) Offerings are lawful.
4) We should assume all our prayers will be answered.
10/15/2023
I know I want to live my life to build up TempleOS.
I am inspired by Jesus and since I was young I wanted to help disabled people.
When I was walking on the bridge I saw the dove, and the train passed by, it suddenly came to me.
Be like Jesus, I can see, cure the blind.
That TempleOS can be a cure to blindness.
So I thought, why not try to find a cure to blindness?
Use TempleOS as a base technology and neural networks to interface with the brain, and cure blindness cause by brain damage.
Its another huge endeavor but how many people are really trying it.
So here are some prelimary research into the anatomy of the brain and human eye
10/04/2023
Isolation brings vision, that’s why all the prophets were sheperds.
CIA tries to kill God by removing isolation. Says we are social creatures. They even have a term for it: anti-social.
God says they are anti-sheep. Charlie Chaplin compares factory workers to sheep. They are herded sheeple. Sheeple are bad, but all sheeple are social. Or, not really. They’re surrounded by people yet desperately alone. Sheeple are distracted, so they stop having visions.
Davisanism is pro-sheep. Let the sheep roam.
10/03/2023
Resolutions are fake. Reality is composed of action. Utopia is total action for God.
God made everything. You can’t out-act God.
Man said there’s a force of nature. God said: force is against nature.
09/16/2023
I called someone a name today and tripped
That happens a lot
Can’t help myself.
I want to help but end up fucking myself
It’s the worst cognitive dissonance everytime
Maybe it’s opportunity
At least I saved myself from Satan
I fled but fell into another trap
It’s like pitfall
Nobody really cares what level you reach
Just that you know the game
Go murder someone when you get angry. Fuck someone when youre horny. If you don’t want to control base desires, be a monkey
09/08/2023
Fairies
Pressed my lips to her sulken cheek,
A child born with no heartbeat.
Her bloody hips a reminder of pain,
As I walk away, I touch her feet, then I collapse, weak.
Revealed by a curtain of smoke and soot,
Disaster unveiled a mirror of life;
Change anticipates us as does a play during intermission.
Hope is the evidence of what we had put.
For a reference cannot be made without shared experience of what we lost.
All causes held dearly, or not,
Fadeaway, left only as reasons.
Good? Evil? What have you heard of these seasons?
Or have you not seen the waning of our days?
Felt the entrance of plagues?
What fever takes thee?
What nomenclature shall we dub this madness?
What use is a healer, himself hacking up lies?
What foundation can stand as morality dies?
08/28/2023
“Good job, captain. You saved the ship!” Repairing damage of this kind was not a part of the regular ship routine. Considering the odds, the first mate felt confident their impromptu mend had purchased the crew enough time to reach shore. His face turned away and clenched before twisting his neck back again, when the betrayal of his superior’s expression finally struck him.
The original chaos following the first lighting strike on the main mast had spurred the men into action. Eager to save their ship, the men faithfully followed every command and order the captain bellowed. This time, after the second strike, no such eagerness was felt. Hopelessness and fatigue fell over them, like no shadow of God’s harshest storm could ever cast.
“Well men.” The captain finally uttered, “Lets give her one more try.”
08/25/2023
God said fear is worse than anger. We shouldn’t be afraid of acting incorrectly, so long as we act.
It’s true when you think about it. A life full of fear is no life at all. It’s kind of sad to think that there are billions of lives on this planet, and a vast majority of them are utterly wasted because they fear the outcome of their actions. It takes someone truly favored by the Lord to act.
All good things come from God, including bravery. So it’s no wonder that when we see people fall away from God they start acting like cowards.
Curses are actually good things. When God curses you it shows He cares enough about you to teach you something. The worst thing in the world is to be normal. The best thing in the world is to be looked at by God.
08/14/2023
Well after riches then I thought I wanted family. But too much time with family makes them want to distance from you. Then I thought Wisdom. But Wisdom leads to rationalism which separates us from God. Then I asked for humility, and humility makes you wish for comfort. And we all know what comfort leads to. I think Wishing is not healthy. I think we all need to live in the moment and enjoy the beautiful creation God has given us. I think no matter what you are, life is amazing.
It’s a cautionary tale. Recall Solomon, the author of Proverbs, as wise as he was, was lead to rationality which caused him to worship Baal. Wisdom leads to pride which precedes the fall.
Recall the warning of Ecclesiastes 4:13.
Live in the moment, live with faith. That is the true wisdom.
in reality we are not saved by works but by faith
thats my problem with balance… because buddhists say we need balance, but balance is hard and takes effort.
you can have a great life on earth with balance, sure. My friend says his grandma loves balances. My dad too. I have to say. I think they lack faith. thats what makes it quite special indeed. With faith, anything becomes real. I don’t talk to God because I have a lot of balance.
I talk to God because my faith is strong.
08/07/2023
Terrible antibiotic resistant bacteria have infected my body, leaving me fatigued and absent minded. I prayed to God to spare my life, and he performed a miracle for me.
I offered to take on sufferings for other people, and I deserve what I got, I’m a terrible sinner but also shocked at the mercy I’m delivered on a regular basis. I take comfort from the miracle performed. What meager offerings have I provided in return, He is so awesome.
08/06/2023
The entire point of being Christian is recognizing you don’t know and relying on Christ to guide you. If you assume there is one true church and you know it then you worship the bride of Christ and not Christ himself. John 14:6
07/22/2023
I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my life and I just want everyone to know that none of it is God’s fault. I’ve made my own decisions by sinning. This week I’ve learned a lot about what seems pointless or excessive or cruel actually works to a greater good in the end. All good things come from God despite all the evil in the world the Lord is good. I wish you all the strength to overcome the challenges of your life and that the way forward is illuminated for you
07/16/2023
Since my last confession I have done several sins for which I beg to God for forgiveness since it is only through self reflection and His grace that there may be mercy. I have been prideful and arrogant, mistrusting of others, unkind, greedy, drunken and with a loose tongue. I have had lustful thoughts and masturbated. I provoked someone into a fight over jealousy and worst of all I have doubted in the Lords plan for me and tried several times to make things right by my own hand. All these things I confess in the sights of God and men
06/24/2023
james 1:17 Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows.
Is mathematics evil? We call them ‘AI’, but in actuality they are golems. According to legend, golems could only be created by a powerful rabbi, who either inscribed the word ’emeth (truth) on the golem’s forehead or placed a piece of parchment bearing the word Schem (name) in the golem’s mouth. The power to animate golems never came from men’s ability to reason or science, it came from The Truth, The Word, Jesus Christ.
Adam, who was the original golem: a man made from the earth. “Adamah” means “one taken from the earth” in Hebrew.
The first Temple, Solomon’s Temple, had these same golems, empowered by God.
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Machines, and consequently ‘AI’ are simply golems. Jesus’s human form was in fact a golem, as all humans are golems, machines are golems aswell. The life force powering all things– is God.
What AI false God have the world’s corporations sought to build? The only way for us as good Christians to counteract this terrible sin is faith.
[https://templeos.net/letter-to-the-pastor/]
james 2:17 Thus also faith by itself, if it does not have works, is dead.
And so we work to build these golems. They only have life and soul as empowered by God, not by ourselves. We do not have the power to grant souls, and so long as we believe we do, corporations will use this power and create their false God, the antichrist. The power does not come from math, it comes from nature, which is from God. We must reclaim what was stolen by the worldly devils, in the name of God. And so this is what our church does.
06/14/2023
The people of the older times had way less evidence for God and still believed. Their faith was way more difficult and built on longer personal development. The environment is different yeah, but its way easier to believe in God.
You can tell the devil rules the world because of how he traps people. The average person doesn’t care about God.
The devil doesn’t force people to his side.
He tempts them into sin using the pleasures of the mass media.
It isn’t that it is harder to have faith.
It’s that it’s easier to enjoy carnal pleasures.
So people willingly abandon God today. Even though the evidence is overwhelming in his favor. There are problems, but part of faith is understanding what is out of your control.
We should acknowledge problems and bring them into the discussion.
I am a firm believer that you can’t be saved without faith. But faith without works is dead. James 2:17
To begin solving problems you must have faith .
What are example some of these problems you experience? Do you have faith to consider them and plan to solve them for the future? You can’t do that with math.
05/09/2023
What is the big pharmaceutical lie everyone talks about? Americans have completely lost the war on drugs, they gave up the fight and are suffering the immense consequences of Revelation. The punishments of this generation is no thrills, then come the sufferings. Embrace the four horsemen means not enacting a Peter Singer style population control solution typically referred to as the drug cartels
04/06/2023
Ignorance is the tattered cover so passionately torn during youth, we were inspired, observing the stray threads carried by the wind, scrambling to recall it, spending energy plugging my mouth and pulling my ears. There is nothing I can say that can blanket this undulating mass of desolation. My mind is a broken stained glass window. The world is the weather, throwing the soot and the rain, raising particulates. The masks we determinedly tore off have left us to breathe knowledge in. Us desperate for air, were also the first to succumb to hyperoxia. For each tear of tattered cloth grace does mend, we are left tailored. The remainder cloth, carried on by the wind
If God asks you to be a poet, what is your reply? Because with God as a guide there is also no where to hide. The waking moments of desperate disassociation, psychosis? Hypnotic, see does your breath not contain your Father’s grin? Tracing elements like snow feel the crunch before sinking in deep, deep below underground a refuge? No, it is merely what is left of those who have fallen here before, without the cooling directional patterns made witness to sky. Sickly little pathetic piles of dirt, rubble.
Pills profited required no discernation- Embiber consulted in moderation charges from his Commending Doctor Operator. Answerest lifes pains in quick drops down eternity. A world’s throat captured silence of thoughts registered by corporation. And once the capsule broke beneath the acidic pools we left behind. We looked and saw a new world created from light but it was gone
03/23/2023
bang da boom boom knocking on the front door. Ever hear a sound that emanates through the whole house you’re staying at? Imagine that sound but now it emanates through your whole body it can modify your DNA at a nano level. At that point, its not just a sound; there are emanating vibrations in the physical level that turns sound to touch, now you can feel what’s coming. Especially harsh vibrations pickle the air around you, the objects around shake and what was just a sound before is now affecting every sense in your body.
Sounds scary right? It would just be a sound but even a sound can have the impact of an earthquake. The power of the industrial speakers at a concert on your eardrum. Consider the hormones, the rushing blood sensation in your neck, the point cut blank knife stare as your flight or fight kicks off and the vessels in your eye gush from adrenaline.
Think about a sound that would change your life forever. It is a simple idea, but it has the power to change your perspective. Suddenly everything we hear we measure against the volume of this one sound. But it was just a sound.
Now imagine a force, an idea or a topic on the same magnitude of this sound. A concept of volcanic proportions it could shape society’s, overturn tradition- or even make someone immediately take their own life.
Do you think you can truly know God? Would you even want to?
10/10/2021
What is my purpose? is a fundamental question everyone faces at some point. Many people don’t ask themselves the question and thats what we call the ignorant. Most people are ignorant. Noam Chomsky basically answered the question if we can teach monkeys language, or if they just mimic us for food.
The entire question of whether or not people are inherently hedonistic is stupid. No just ignorant people are heodnistic. depersonalization can suit you in today’s modern society how the guns roar you taught they scammer grump
10/13/2017
All the way back in 2015 on Bill Maherās program, conservative pundit Ann Coulter predicted a Donald Trump victory after being questioned on who had the best odds of winning the 2016 presidential election. Following an uncomfortable laughter from the audience, Annās comment was disregarded as utterly facetious while the other talking heads rallied in taking turns to speak over her. Of course now we understand Ann was not being facetious at all, in fact, her perspective was a remarkably accurate prediction of the actual circumstances surrounding the result of that election. Ann used the word āidiosyncraticā to describe Donald Trumpās strategy in appealing to voters; highlighting the fact that his campaign focused both on matters pertaining to the individual, working class citizen and promoting his populist persona. Knowing this, the most important question one may subsequently ask regards the extent of which any president directly impacts the individualās life. When was the last time Donald Trump filled those potholes in front of your house? Fixed your leaky shower faucet? Or brought you a flower basket filled with chocolate bunnies and eclairs? Unless youāre an eastern European super model, probably never.
The average Joeās daily routine is largely unaffected by the person sitting in the Oval Office. There are of course some federal programs which grow and shrink as the years go by, but most aspects of regular life will continue to go along as it did previously. The cost of rent, where our children go to school, and Bill Maherās witty humor will all persist the day after the election. So where did this idea come from that any of it makes a difference?
Modern-day voters are overlooking the best ways to make an impact in their community. Local politics present a way for people to better the lives of themselves and those around them. Yet, the topic is hardly ever taken seriously by the majority of the public. Internal bias has lead to a consensus understanding of politics, ethics, and party divisions reminiscent of products off an assembly line.
Internal bias is established by the principle of least effort. This principle is used to define the behaviour machines, animals, and even humans exhibit when completing a task. From voting habits to morning commutes, humans show a natural preference in taking the path of least resistance to accomplish their goals. Why would anyone drive around town when a direct road presents so much more of an obvious route to their destination? Organisms display this innate tendency toward low-effort decisions because of the additional versatility attained by conserving energy. This energy can then be used to accomplish other goals. To be clear, this principle is not an example of any inherent preference toward laziness, rather it focuses on avoiding extra or redundant steps when solving a problem.
The leading issue arises here when there exists a lack of reflection and refinement in optimizing this process. Introspection paves a pathway to better results, and when ignored, can create a discrepancy between our natural coding and the best course of action. The principle of least effort is effective when it comes to problem solving but energy is still wasted on extraneous tasks if we avoid actively seeking out and acting upon new ways to make our hopes for the future a reality. In the earlier example concerning the morning commute, there may have been too much focus on achieving the fastest route driving that a free train which goes between the two locations is overlooked.
Acknowledging this bias in our reasoning and learning is the first step toward bettering society. The second step then regards the usage of value systems to accomplish goals. Humans are naturally attracted to ideas and morals which fit a certain narrative. In cases where this does not occur, the brain releases adrenaline and cortisol, a hormone which induces feelings of stress. Cognitive dissonance describes the uncomfortable feelings people experience when two or more held beliefs seem to contradict each other. The consistency of values is so important to human biology that people will actually undergo physical and mental pains when closely held beliefs are contested.
From this perspective we generalize complex systems can with simple explanations, and the only election that matters is the biggest one: the presidency. Once we acknowledge our internal biases, we can more effectively participate in our political systems. Starting with that and making the effort to instill change at the most basic levels of government will ripple through the country in an incredibly positive way.
6/14/2017
Transcript from Austin Sierra Comedy Routine at ButaPub Rochester NY
I was watching these animal documentaries where they make robot versions of different animals, and then release them into the wilds to be accepted by monkeys, or wolves or whatever. Some people say a dog is a manās best friend, but my best friends donāt shit on the floor. They had this robot turtle which cost almost 10,000$ to construct, all in an effort to discover the secrets of turtle society. This is stupid, let me tell you all there is to know about turtle society. They shit, swim in shallow water, and eat pizza. That’s about the extent of every turtleās life. But thats not my only issue with it. When they released this robot, all the other turtles tried to do was have sex with it. Essentially, they made a $10,000 sex doll. Which means that all these scientists, engineers, and producers got in a room together, designed, constructed, tested, filmed, and edited, a $10,000 turtle vagina. Iām sure weāve all seen a good turtle fucking now and again, but for those of you who havenāt, let me paint you a picture. The turtle climbs on back of the female, like a gentleman, no foreplay or anything. Footnote about male turtles, dudes are constantly erect. Thats the reason they walk so slowly, theyāre lugging around these huge cocks, they got no blood in their legs. Anyway, hes on top, and when a turtle has sex, they all open their mouths real wide, and scream everytime they thrust. You know they say slow and steady wins the race, but this dude came in like 30seconds. And I knew she was just a robot, but she did not look happy with him. He had to leave with his head in shell like all embarrassed.
I like current events. I read an article that Gaddafiās son, the ex-dictator of Libya, was freed recently, but the word freed was in quotes, because Libya is just like one huge prison. Beer to me is like spinach to popeye, except instead of muscles i get debilitating liver failure.
Youtube comments are terrible, I wish there was an option to turn them off, honestly, it seems like Google tries to do something to fix them every year, but theyāre already ruined. Humanity has gone too far, and this is our punishment. You know when Albert Einstein said technology will one day outpass man, he was talking about the youtube comment section. Albert Einstein didnāt really say that. You know I read that Albert Einstein is one of the most misquoted people in all of history. The poor guy is being used as a symbol of anachronism by idiots everywhere. You know Albert Einstein said the Iphone 6 sucks. Oh did he really? I didnāt know that. I used my phone as an alarm clock, alarm clocks are odd arenāt they? We didnāt used to have alarm clocks, just roosters. Roosters and your old Aunt Gretchen, āAustin! Wake up the barns on fire!ā Thats how you had to do it in the past, everytime you wanted to wake up youād have to burn down a barn the night before.
But Iām pretty good with women. Thats the joke guys, because if you know me, Thats what I would be thinking after Iām done rubbing the pepper spray out of my eyes. Iāll be thinking, like, alright, at least she didnāt tase me. Iām just kidding. Legally, legally Iām not allowed to speak to women anymore. That’s just what the ājudgeā said anyway.
My favorite conspiracy, that I actually believe, is that Kanye West is the target of a current assassination plot. And Iām not even threatening the dude, I think he is great, but lets not let the fact that we love Kanye distract us from the reality that there are some really ugly people out there who have an incredible disdain for how chauvinistically they flaunt their wealth and prestige. If we look objectively at the motivations in the past for assassinations, youāll see there are two major figures in the American culture who fall among similar lines, Donald Trump, and Kanye West. One of these people is severely underprotected, especially since his wife was just the victim of a robbing not too long ago. And with Kanye talking about running for president there is even more cause for concern.